My story: from resistance to relationship.
I was raised in a beautiful Christian family with my parents and siblings. We were active members of a church and rarely missed a Sunday. However, growing up in that church also meant growing up with a lot of rules and traditions, which caused me to distance myself from faith for a while. For most of my life, I wasn’t interested in getting to know God, let alone living with Him. Until 2023. In 2023, everything changed. I was struggling with deep depression and feeling empty and lost. I spontaneously decided to get baptised after realising that my life wasn't heading in the right direction. For me, getting baptised meant taking one step towards God, a step of hope, to see if something would happen.
And it did!
The next morning, I woke up feeling completely different — full of joy, peace and hope. The heaviness in my heart had gone.
Although the first year of my journey with God was still a real challenge, I decided to attend the Awakening School of Ministry in Eimeldingen, Germany. It is a nine-month programme designed to equip Jesus-loving leaders in every area and aspect of life. For me, it turned out to be two years instead of one. During this time, I found God in a deeper way and came to understand who He really is and what He did for us at the cross in a way I could never have imagined. His goodness and grace are limitless, and getting to know Him day by day has become a true joy. Having now finished the programme, I am back in the Netherlands, taking some time to work and settle down after two intense years of ministry school.
God and His glory are transforming my life, and I am excited to share glimpses of this transformation with you. My prayer is that, through these pages, you will encounter Him too.
My first blog, 'How God's Goodness Changed My Life', tells the story of how I gave my life to Jesus Christ in more detail.